I almost went to Australia yesterday.
Yesterday afternoon I left the university, board under arm to go for a surf on an otherwise insignificant normal day (surfing perfect waves in
Galápagos is normal for me, probably not for you). Two men, who from a distance could be discerned to be sea goers, adventurers of some sort with weathered faces, bleached hair and a carefree poise, approached. They had a healthy disposition gained from years of not sitting at a desk. Discourse went as follows;
-Excuse me, Could you tell us where the university is?
-Sure, its just over the hill, actually I work there, Can I help ye out?
-Are you John Paul?
-Yes....
-Ah, We're looking for you, we're sailing a boat from Panama to Australia, and we need a third
crewmember, somebody told us about you, would you like to come?
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Ehhh....
A day of thought, ideas, plans, lack of plans, people, deciding whether to be
decisive or not. The issue at hand was the vastness, the whole world, the great beyond, expansion of your mind with limitless boundaries. The paradox was that first, all of this had to be processed internally, confined to the outer walls of my cerebrum
until a decision would be realised. No ocean squall in the whole Pacific Ocean could compare to the squalls of thought competing for disk space in my mind.
Immediately following our conversation we walked to the pier, to jump in their dinghy and visit the yacht. To check it out, to kick its tyres. Nonchalance was the key here. As if they are just two more in a long line of people who have begged me to crew their yachts. While still administrating careful doses of enthusiasm. The yacht was indeed impressive. Based entirely on my one weeks knowledge of sailing and a keen eye for things which are not there, I deemed everything to be present and correct, and this vessel seaworthy until Marquesas and probably Australia.
We ate lunch together and shared stories. They had on board a couple crewing who didn't want to go any further, which the guys were happy about as the girl was as we say in spanish insoportable (it means unbearable, but sounds nicer in spanish) and needed me. I surfed with the first mate and in between waves, he told me the skipper was cool as hell and has the patience of a saint when he has to teach you how to tie a knot for the 11th time.
I'm still here. They sailed at sundown this evening. The decision was not mine in the end, the couple resolved to come back, her resolving to remain peaceful.
The first half of the day I could only think of reasons not to go, until I told myself to stop doing that. A quick consultation with the Uni revealed I had their blessing to break contract early. A quick consultation with finances for when I would arrive in Australia revealed I would be better not making such consultations. Towards the end of the day, I was positively warming to the idea.
After I found out the position was no longer available, I knew the decision would be easier next time. Whenever that is, I will go.